Thursday, January 29, 2009
the naive me
i am too naive.
i shld have learnt by now.
but still, i fall into it.
i am old enough to learn it by now.
&never too late11:30 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
it is getting irriating..
Recently, my ex called me..
It has been years we nv contact each other. i so happy wif my life now. i wonder why he wants to get into my life again? he keep calling me almost everyday, it is so irriating. i ignoring all of his call, but he stil persistently calling me.
i realli find no reasons why he wants to contact me back.. irritating.. i wonder do he get the point. he even call and ask my frenz did i change my number or not. i mean if wan to irritate then juz do it on me will do, dun do those things to my frenz.
for normal people, if they cannot reach a person they will give up. but tat guy? oh my goodness, it is getting veri irriating.
i wan some1 to call me, he doesn't. but i dun wan my ex to call me,he called..omg..
***
adidas run is coming in May!
i wan to take part in the 42km run. but there are lot of ppl telling me to think b4 registering.
well, i know i am not a runner. i cannot run like the other runners. i only pick up running from the last standard char run. but i realli wish to get the 42km medal when i am young. but at the same point of time, i dunno shld i go for the run or not. coz i dun have those what fancy plans about the run. i dunno what cabohydrates meal, neither do i know what energy gel nor deep heat rub. i nv use those things b4. i realli dunno anything. haiz.
BUT but, i believe there are ppl like me. dunno anything but have the heart to go for it. YEAH! there will be alot ppl looking after me at the roadside of the run, so i shldn't worry. when other gals can do it, i can do it too!!!even though it is rough la..haha..but 1st i shall go for the night safari run to warm up!
night safari->adidas->stand char! YEAH!
i wonder are there any other runs in between of them.
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i wish i have more time for myself.
&never too late7:45 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Things happened over the short wk...
I fall down last sat night. luckily no scars on my face. actually nothing much after the fall but juz tat i realise who are the people there to care for me. juz a simple fall, i can see who realli care for me or who dun realli care. some things actually happen recently, i realise it is not the amt of time u spend with your frenz. people who i nv spend time wif,care me more. suddenly i think who are my real frenz are?
recieved a x'mas card from a fren lately. i was shocked, happi but a but shame to recieve tat. coz she actually rem me. i knew her from the tution in pri sch. i dun even contact my own pri sch classmate and yet this fren stil rems me and kept my address. i am realli forunate and glad to know her as a fren. coz apart from her busy schedule, she can even rem me.. wow.. i shld find a chance to catch up wif her more.. :)
Like for example, recently was in a group where ppl in this gp known each other for 10+ years. i thought they are fun. so i joined then in their outing for a few years. i realli thought they accepted me as a true fren. But to my horror, i realise they dun. they dun even know what happen to me and dun even care to ask, even when i hang wif them alot. from here i realli know true real frenz are not build from the effort u put in it. i dunno y do i feel this way..
family, is realli important. i realise this more when i grew older. they supported me thru my down and rejoice wif me in my ups. i realli thk LORD for the family i grew up in. sometimes realli wish i can do more for my family, but it seems like.. haiz.. i will treasure them more than any other things.
talking about waiting for some1. a guy fren recently told me. a guy is not worth for u when he wants u to wait for him. i was thinking y shld i waste my youth for this kind of guy? well, even though i feel i and him have a few in common, as i think it is difficult to find some1 to have tat have commons wif me.. BUT.. haiz.. too bad. as what my guy fren explains to me the reason behind it, this change my mindset of waiting. even though i feel tat it is a bit pity.
seems like a lot of thinking went thru'this wk.. oh man, my brain cells.
but stil, wish all a merry x'mas 2008.
&never too late10:27 PM
