well, my legs are aching. today, i went to my bf house. Finally can see him for so long. i onli got the chance to see him on wkends. so sad. I had be wif him for quite sometimes, but we onli got so little time to get together. haiz. Realli hope tat we can meet more. I mean i dun mind tat we dun go to those crowd places or shopping. i juz wan some private time to sit down and talk. it does not realli matter tat we dun talk, but i realli like the feeling tat he is sitting beside me, so comforting, and i lay down on this shoulder =) i realli like to hug his arm, an officer trained arm of course nice to hug.lol, muz not let his know this, if not he will "fly" to the sky.haha. i wonder how does he feel being wif me.
then we went over to titiek's house for her bday.the food was quite nice. i like the chili fishballs..nice..hehe..yummi.. after a short while, my bf and i went to bugis. had a short window shopping. then he say wanted to go Z-pop(chinese concert). hmm, to say the truth, i nv been to any big concert b4 and was happy that he wanted to treat me.. but in fact i thought tat was wasting money. i mean we can juz buy cds to enjoy the music, i know it is the atmosphere, but i juz feel tat money is hard to earn, y spend it like water?y not juz buy me a necklace? lol.. he nv buy me tat b4, even though i realli wan tat.. coz realli wan to wear sth fr him outside..it is like bring him along wif me wherever i go..ai ya, dun think he ever thought of tat, so..nvm..
i dunno y miss him so much de..always wanted to treat him better.. but i dunno what a guy wants..i mean like a example, a gal needs more care and concern, console her when she is sad and give her suprises, etc.. but for a guy, what do they want? they always nv realli tells us(gals) what they realli wan fr us, then how can i dote him leh.. ai yo..i mean i cannot dote him in terms of money, but is there anythings else tat i can do for him?
