Thursday, September 14, 2006
where r u??
whenever u need me, i can phone u/meet u...
But.... whenever i need u, u are always on duty,work, sleepy and etc...so who do i look for when i need someone to b wif me, since u are so busy...any1?
2day juz finish 1 of my quizes, was every happy, wanted to share wif him, so i call him up to meet..initally, he agreed.. so i was planning what movie to watch.. but then when meeting time reaches, he told me he was unwell to meet..so i of course was sad.. nvm about this.. thought tat i will be able to phone him at night, BUT, he say he need to tune in, as he was tired.. haiz, was wanted to share wif him what happen in sch 2day and stuffs, but he was not there for me to share wif.. so what is the point of him being wif me? well, i not saying that we muz meet everyday, but at least a phone call? haiz, so sad.. every couples out there will contact each other now and then, knowing what each other was doing. but for me??? i onli know, he take half day off and went back to rest,wake up eat and slp again.. y he need so much slp? dun he feel awaken after the 1st nap? stil can slp now? haiz.. whatever.. no matter what i dun care anymore, he wants to betray me or go out wif other gals, was none of my biz.. i simply dun care anymore..
sometimes i think, what am i to him...i save up so much juz to give him a wallet for bday.. but for mine, he juz anyhow buy something for me.. is that what a guy will do when he says that he likes the gal alot? does he think what the gal wants/ needs?? or does he simply juz want some1 to be there for him but not the other way round?? so sad...he always say he put in alot of effort on me, but i juz cannot 'see' tat..so....hmmm.. i dunno...
haiz, 3 more quiz coming up... realli hope to finish them soon, then will b my 1-wk vacation.. but tat will b burn out my by projects and revisions..so sad..realli hope he can take a day off juz for me, coz he took half day off juz for himself, so will he do for me?
well, i doubt he will, he juz dun realli take me into account in his list of things to do.. so y am i wif him? so sianz, i 'think' i muz find 'some1' when he is not free..
&never too late10:46 PM
