Sunday, January 14, 2007
nothing to say.....
saddness...
something bad happen to my family..
thought that he will b by my side to concern me.. but yet he NV
not a single CONCERN..
he told me tat he dunno what to SAY
is tat an excuse?
or he juz simply dun CARE what had happen to me?
he even can go out to enjoy while having me ALONE to face the issue all myself
not a single CALL..
onli SMS me after a few days when i told him about it..
what is this?
am i asking too much?
i dun think so..
i juz wan a simple sms to say 'am i alright? is there anything tat i can help?'
but NONE of this came to me..
saddness
i have nothing to say anymore..
in the past he also nv realli concern about me..
he get me under the sun and cause me had rashes..
i wan chalet, he say no
i wan sth, he promise buy me, but where? burnt for me is it?
etc..
wanted to go out wif him on sat, as wanna relieve from my 1st wk of IA, but he say no and yet go out wif his fren...
what does he treat me as?
'song' then meet me?
or is he PLAYING wif me?
y is this happening?
sad sad sad...
nothing to say...
from now on i wil onli think for myself..juz as he did in the past..
&never too late9:57 PM
