Tuesday, May 01, 2007
crazy.. y can't he do the things i wan to..
2day thought of either goin out to play or go his house to watch movie..
but then...
he ask me to go out wif he and his frenz to watch movie..
i was like.. huh?
haiz
i was wondering which place i stand bet he and his "frenz" or so call bros..
everytime when his "bros" need him,he SURELY will be there for them..
whereas for me? when i need him, he is where? camp? sleepin? unavaliable or what?
dunno what is this goin on..
are they his bros or do they have sth within?
thought that 2day holiday then i can relax and go out play, but..
everytime he promises me always like tat?
he told me he is goin to borrow sherk 1 and 2 for me to see so tat i can catch part 3.. BUT?
i dun understand y guys like to tok until so nice, but yet.. are they trying to make gals happy for a moment? or they juz simply 4got what they say? haiz...
juz feeling tat i and his have sth missing..
we dun do things/be like a normal couple does..
normal couple have small little secrets within them, but we all?
i bet he told my things to his whoever..
so what is the point of i tellin him my things..
therefore, few wks ago i started not telling him what i am doin and he did not realise it.
i think he onli care about him bros them me..
all the prob i had he dunno..
he dunno anything about me..
he says he dun like force ppl..
ok fine then, i wil nv put him in my mind anymore...
i will not care anymore and i realli mean it..
if he does not even feel difference, then tat's it..
i bet if i go out/ even date wif other guys, he will not even know..
&never too late2:37 PM
