Sunday, November 02, 2008
is alone gd?!?
Just went by 2 malay wedding near my block just now. Sudden feel lonely. Ppl ard me are almost all attached. But i;m like still..hmm..i have been working now.. Always after work go home and the nxt day go work again, the same rountie.. and wkends i went shopping alone or meet up with the same gang.. i'm actually amazed by myself tat i can go shopping alone. well, i know it is not a big deal for most of the ppl. but i tend to be afraid to get lost even though i am in sg. And i scare to be alone outside. but now i tend to ask myself not to be scare, i can go out alone as most of frenz are either busy wif their other half or their own things. No 1 tend to spend time juz for me..so i went.. surprisingly, i can shop more and more focus and can achieve the aim of my shopping when i go out alone.. coz when i go out wif ppl, i tend not to go to see my things, as i scare ppl to wait..i do also feel lonely when i am out myself, but i shld spend sometime juz for myself, rather than always please the other parties..but i do stil like accompany..
i sudden feel like getting married in my 25. i wish to marry young and settle down.. but now i have yet to find any partner. i shld be blame for not being socialise when i am in poly and uni. and i shld be blame for not carefully choosing my partner and ended up like this now.. i was thinking shld i go SDU. frenz called me to take up recreational activites to make new frenz. but i realli dun have time for tat. i dun even have time for myself how can i go for those activites? haiz, sad..
tried to write anymore, will continue later...
am waiting for someone just for me...
&never too late4:14 PM
