Thursday, December 25, 2008
Things happened over the short wk...
I fall down last sat night. luckily no scars on my face. actually nothing much after the fall but juz tat i realise who are the people there to care for me. juz a simple fall, i can see who realli care for me or who dun realli care. some things actually happen recently, i realise it is not the amt of time u spend with your frenz. people who i nv spend time wif,care me more. suddenly i think who are my real frenz are?
recieved a x'mas card from a fren lately. i was shocked, happi but a but shame to recieve tat. coz she actually rem me. i knew her from the tution in pri sch. i dun even contact my own pri sch classmate and yet this fren stil rems me and kept my address. i am realli forunate and glad to know her as a fren. coz apart from her busy schedule, she can even rem me.. wow.. i shld find a chance to catch up wif her more.. :)
Like for example, recently was in a group where ppl in this gp known each other for 10+ years. i thought they are fun. so i joined then in their outing for a few years. i realli thought they accepted me as a true fren. But to my horror, i realise they dun. they dun even know what happen to me and dun even care to ask, even when i hang wif them alot. from here i realli know true real frenz are not build from the effort u put in it. i dunno y do i feel this way..
family, is realli important. i realise this more when i grew older. they supported me thru my down and rejoice wif me in my ups. i realli thk LORD for the family i grew up in. sometimes realli wish i can do more for my family, but it seems like.. haiz.. i will treasure them more than any other things.
talking about waiting for some1. a guy fren recently told me. a guy is not worth for u when he wants u to wait for him. i was thinking y shld i waste my youth for this kind of guy? well, even though i feel i and him have a few in common, as i think it is difficult to find some1 to have tat have commons wif me.. BUT.. haiz.. too bad. as what my guy fren explains to me the reason behind it, this change my mindset of waiting. even though i feel tat it is a bit pity.
seems like a lot of thinking went thru'this wk.. oh man, my brain cells.
but stil, wish all a merry x'mas 2008.
&never too late10:27 PM
