Monday, July 10, 2006
am i too hard on u??
as u all know my bf is workin as an officer.. haiz.. always no time for me.. now i holiday then wan him to spend more time on me also cannot, he always got endless meeting, running, training and even duties on wkends, haiz..then i how? rotting at home then happi when he say he can meet me out, then on the day b4 meeting, he say sori he cannot make it.. haiz.. i seems to b like a dog who awaits for his master to come home for dinner and a walk outside.. haiz
i know it has been hard on him. he neither have enough time to rest nor accompany his family. then i onli as his gf ask so much on him, haiz, am i tat bad? i juz miss him mah, then my holiday leh, so wanted to spend more time wif him and go places tat i always wanted to go. but then it seems tat this will not b fulfill ba. sad de.. i always see gals have their bf to accompany them then me dun have, haiz.. veri sad..he cannot ask for a day or 2 leave juz to acc me mah.. or have i ask too much liao?
actually he veri patient to me liao, coz always listen to my naggin and care to sms and tok to me on phone. but the frequency of tokin on phone was so little until sad, onli 1-2 time on phone a wk then onli can meet on wkends. but if he got duty on wkend, then i even sad.. argh, muz curse his boss for doing this, arhg...
haiz, can he have more and i realli mean MORE time wif me de..."MORE" !!! ha, then no need go so crowded places mah, can go those small cafe then sit in the sofa then eat cake, yummi. but of course not othes starbucks or coffee bean, coz too many ppl liao, hmm, go those unique place loh.. ha, or go picnic in sento or east coast, gd idea.. i muz propose this to him(officer)..lol..then i make sandwich/burgers, he buy drinks..lol.. yeah, then i sit and listen to the waves..muahahaha..then see his 6 packs..muahhahaha..oops..shh, dun let him know..lol, he say he got those packs, so muz see..~evil laugh*~
so sianz, nothing to do then i blog, i think every1 read my blog until sianz, i always tok about bf, ha.. i think i muz change topic nxt time.. ha
&never too late3:25 AM
